No sleep
This is just so fucked up. I’m just laying here thinking that I’ve pissed you off yet again and that you won’t be talking to me tomorrow. It’s the worst feeling ever. I’m choked up, it’s incredibly hard to breath right, being tired means nothing because sleep won’t even take me right now, my brain won’t shut off and I know I’ve let you down yet again. Sometimes I wonder why you love me. Im constantly upsetting you, it’s now gotten to the point where I’ve fucked up so bad you won’t talk to me. I’m sorry I kept that from you, I’m so dumb for doing that. I wish you knew how horrible I feel.








